is it juz a word ?

can someone teach me what is love?

can someone answer me,"how do i know when i'm in love?"

bcoz..

my mind tell me i'm in love...

my heart beat faster when i'm thinking about him...

but..

it hurt me..

it make me feel nervous...

hye! I'm back! ni semua sebab Ainaa la... :P u guys know y? sbb, dia promote cerita lipas dia kat blog dia ni . so, I pown rase nk aktif balik..hahahaha.. (nothing funny!) :P it's ok la..

btw, this time, i nk story psal persahabatan... this year, i ade la baik ngn sorg ni... kitorg berkwn la mcm biase.. than, ade la satu hari ni, dia tetibe je emo ngn i... selidik munye selidik, i still gagal dptkan penjelasan knp dia emo... so, i mlas nk amek taw, i buat bangang je la... xlme pastu, dia ok balik ngn i... (pstt....dia yg anta sms kat i dulu :P)

then, ingtkan dh ok..rpe2nye, ade la kemajalan yg dia buat..dia tikam sorg kwn dia dari belakang. kwn dia tu sendiri yg ckp... I terkejut ok! x sangka laks..

xper la.. lantak dia la.. i x peduli.. hahahaa...btw, jgn dia burukkan i kat depan kat sorg yg i tgh crush ni sudah la :P hal2 lain, i x maw amek taw.. lantak dia la :D

geram ok ngn org yg mkn kawan ni!

Semalam ada lipas dalam class maths.Apa lagi,kecoh la satu class.But at first,semua org tenang je tau.Tak kesah sgt.Alih-alih lipas tu mcm muncul time Cikgu pujaan Ainaa (ehem ehem,Cikgu Jufri ok) ;D tgh mengajar.Nak jdkan cerita,lipas tu dtg dekat I.And I pulak was sitting beside Ainaa!Adoi!I pun dah start la jerit-jerit.Mula-mula,I ingat bdk-bdk lelaki kat belakang acah-acah je yg lipas tu dah ade kat tepi kerusi.I tak nak la percaya. But, I angkat kaki, pejam mata n jerit "TIPUUUUUU!" So,dlm keributan dan kekalutan class maths yg sepatutnya penuh dgn ilmu (aicehceh),Cikgu pujaan Ainaa (Cikgu Jufri lagi sekali) telah menjd SUPERHERO!Hah.Percaya tak percaya.Superhero Ainaa tu pergi kat tepi I and pijak lipas tu sampai mati (sekali pijakan je tau,hebat tak hebat).Then,superhero Ainaa tu sepak lipas tu keluar class.And Ainaa's superhero buat ape tau lps tu?Her superhero angkat tgn gembira sebab jd lifesaver bdk-bdk perempuan dlm class.Yahoo! N, Cikgu Jufri tu ckp kat I "nasib baik sy ade... Awk patut berterima kasih dkt sy! Kalau sy xde, awak melompat ats kerusi tu agaknye..." Imagine, I lompat ats kerusi! hahahaha... agaknye, maut menimpa kerusi tu! :P Yela,bdk lelaki tak buat ape pun.Ggggrrrr.Tapi tak pelah.Dgn incident tu,terbukti yg cikgu pujaan Ainaa mmg hebat,mantap (well,see the leg la babe!).Satu kelas bersorak utk cikgu lps tu.Way to go cikgu!Ternyatalah yg pilihan Ainaa mmg tepat.Cikgu J sentiasa di hati dia. :)

• P/S : A few minutes after that,She managed to whisper something to me.She told me "If Al-J,belum tentu dia selamatkan awk lagi.Tengok-tengok dia yg lari keluar dulu".Agaga.I pun ape lagi,setuju laa.Sebab mmg betul.Gah!Teacher jgn marah ye..... ;) Lawak-lawak seharian je. Btw, Al-J! What ever it is, I'll always be by ur side! You will always be in my heart!

I believe the saddest thing in life, is caring so much for someone and then one day you look into their eyes and listen to them talk and realize that they are gone.

All you see in front of you is a stranger with just a known name.

What's better? A lie that draws a smile or the truth that draws a tear?

Love is giving someone the power to destroy you, but trusting them enough not to.

Scars are there to make sure we never forget.

Better to die on your feet than to live on your knees.

They laugh because I'm different. I laugh because they are all the same.

I'd much rather to be hated for who I am than to be loved for who I'm not.

Dykstra's Law: Everybody is somebody's weirdo.

Nothing is more painful than realizing you hurt the one you truly care about.

You can always close your eyes to the things you don't want to see..but you can't close your heart to the things you don't want to feel.

Unless you have seen a day through my eyes, unless you have listened through my ears,unless you have walked a day in my shoes, don't even begin to judge or criticize me.

When I die, I want to go peacefully like my Grandfather did, in his sleep -- not screaming, like the passengers in his car.

I don't suffer from insanity. I enjoy every minute of it.

You know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy, the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese, the Swiss hold the America's Cup. France is accusing the U.S. of arrogance, Germany doesn't want to go to war, and the three most powerful men in America are named 'Bush', 'Dick', and 'Colon.' Need I say more?

But what if we could stop, pause to take stock of each precious moment before it passes?

Might we then see the endless forks in the road that have shaped a life?

And, seeing those choices, choose another path?

There is not enough darkness in the entire world to put out the LIGHT of even one small candle.....